Tuesday, July 30 
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we're doing some graph thing for maths now. and the humps; waves reminds me of the mountain of boops in 40 days and 40 nights. watched it on sat. (yes, am really lagging) anyway, friends said it was hella gross. but.. i've seen much worse actually. and it's not really gross actually. to me, it's just another show. or at least this one has josh hartnet in it. :)

and went out to eat today. ate hella lot. was going to puke after i ate everything. and guess what? surprisesurprise.. i'm on a freakin' diet! haii.. fuck the nunoots.

mm.. and a someone has finally come for training! that slacker.. didn't come since saturday.. haii.. today is quite a good but not so good day i suppose..


and why do people mix up my sad, tired and sian face? weird. probably born to be especially sad i suppose..?




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 Monday, July 29 
@ 7:08:00 AM  
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got scolded by stupid lim today. haha. so now, jaslyn, zhiying, jolene, gylynn and me have to see lim every morning at 7 in our pe attire. sigh.. was dam pissed until.. wooo.. more calf muscles. haha. so.. and it'll help me with my 2.4 anyway. so, woohoo! haha. but it's the waking up early part. argh. god dam it! haha.

and my muscles at my tighs are aching like crap cause did 5x40 squats. then did gym the following sunday. + training too lah. but that doesn't affect it in anyway actually.. so can hardly walk. dam. but who cares. will just bare with the pain. :)

and ran the whole 6 rounds today! haven't done that since last year 2.4 you know.. so it's really an achievement for me. even though i did a real lousy time of 19 something. stupid lim was scolding me. say i'm a swimmer and all.. urgh. shut the fuck up lah. :/ anyway, quite proud of myself for finishing it. cause i usually die during the first round. hahaha. that goes to show how lousy i am. now, every one, look even downer on me. haha. :P

and my idiotic father slapped me once again. now, who fucking cares about him? baRstard. almost punched me. should have done that you know.. than ziyi and i can sue him for child abuse! and i can get a real big and pain blue-black at my eye, or around there. so nice! haha. anyway his job is.. you know? so.. can depend on my mother for money. who needs him man? hahahaa.. meano-pino. anyway ziyi supports me all the way. long story. anyway she was also involved. except that it was before and after me lah. lazy to elaborate. :)

and i knocked my head once again. at the playground after training. and am lazy to elaborate once again. sighh.. one dumb and clumpsy woman i am.. :/




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 Friday, July 26 
@ 11:06:00 PM  
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went over to my friends place last night. but didn't manage to sleep over as parents didn't; will neverever allow. :/ so reached home at around, 12? was dam tired cause went there after training and dinner.

yesterday was quite a nice day actually.. and left the geog talk at 330. think it was supposed to end around 4 something if i'm not wrong. so was off for training on the longlong journey on the bus, all alone. but had a nice sleep though.. almost missed my stop as i kept on waking up and just before my stop, i fell asleep again. but woke up just in time to get down. haha. pig i tell you..

and am supposed to go to my sisters family day today but i was too lazy to go and too lazy to wake up too. so ended up sleeping the whole while.. lovely sleep. :) and was supposed to go and support the cheerleading thingy today? but it's all the way at takamaya and i'm wayy too lazy to go there. rather watch tv. besides, it's gonna be real crowded. and i don't really like crowds. love quiet places. and i guess alot of people are down there now.. ? mm.. and even if i go, i have to rush down for training later and i will have to go there myself. will totally dread it.

and.. i finally got something i want yesterday. and it's all thanx to sean.. but now, i don't know what to do.. urgh. :/ ...




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 Thursday, July 25 
@ 2:08:00 AM  
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wow. had a foodfull day yesterday i tell you.. and when i go out with pei, it's piggin time. don't know why when i go out with her i can eat like really hell lotttt. we took like, hell dam long to decide where we wanted to go. was adding places, cancelling some, then here, there, yes, no.. etc. haii.. and spent alot. for a poor person like me that is. saving money for marks present this time. and the rest for me to enjoy myself. hahahaa. i want a good life you know? but.. ain't having that. at least not now..

so dam bloated. can just puke everything out now. and i want to do that! and i feel like cutting my stomach and letting all the food out!! i'm just too full... :/

and i have geog lessons at the drama studio from 220 - 4 something tomorrow!! basket. and i was supposed to go to my friends house! dammit. and i can't pon it! urgh. and i'll be late for training!!!!! how?? cannot! ahhhh.. this is too much. will cab down or something i guess.. o well. don't really care bout my friends house thingy anymore. but.. will cab down for training. too lazy to walk anyway. haii.. will be missing out on all the fun at her house. darn. -pulls hair-




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 Tuesday, July 23 
@ 5:32:00 AM  
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just came back from training. lovely time, lovely day.. actually, not really. but, don't know how to put it once again. sighh.. ://

and i really like that 'strange relationship' song. :]


o. and i put on .5KG!!!!! within one day! one day!! one dayyyyyyyyyy... cause i weighed myself yesterday and i was perfectly, 43. 43. 43. 43. it's already so heavy and yet i'm still putting on weight. told my mum. told her i'm going on a diet too. think she kind of supports me. o well.. isn't that great? :)




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 Monday, July 22 
@ 6:59:00 AM  
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do you love me?
ir am i just another trip?
in this strange relationship
you push and pull me
till i'm about to lose my mind
is this just a waste of time?

keep acting like you own me
i keep running watch me walkin' out that door
i hear you behind me

give me that strange relationship
never felt pleasure and pain like this
something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
i keep holding on
give me that strange relationship
one of us gotta let go of this
i keep pushing and you keep holding on
i'm already gone

do you love me?
we break up and back together
and i swear to myself never
but oh how you do me
you strip me of my honor
and i don't ever think i'm gonna

break free of these mind games
all i'm tryin' to do is modify my plan
cause i can't contain you....

give me that strange relationship
never felt pleasure and pain like this
something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
i keep holding on
give me that strange relationship
one of us gotta let go of this
i keep pushing and you keep holding on
i'm already gone

you keep acting like you own me
like you control me
you said you never really wanted me back
well maybe that's a fact
may i suggest a brand new plan of attack
and in defense of that
you're hard to crack
you're way off track
i want you back
i want you gone
maybe i'm sick of holding on

do you love me?
or am i just another trip in this strange relationship?

give me that strange relationship
never felt pleasure and pain like this
something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
i keep holding on
give me that strange relationship
one of us gotta let go of this
i keep pushing and you keep holding on

i'm already gone



darren hayes - strange relationship :)




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@ 5:43:00 AM  
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hurray! haha. my layout is finally back to normal. cause the snoopy test is gone lah but.. still. it's fine. finefinefine. :)




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@ 5:38:00 AM  
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woah. just came back from training. yes. yet once again. today sucked as, .. mm.. how do i put this.? mm.. nice people didn't go? or rather.. a nice person didn't come. heh.

yes. was 45minutes late. and by the time i changed and everything, i was an hour late. see. that mrs seah took up 2 more lessons after our dismissal time, and so it ended at 230 today. and went to parkway with yingsheng and ate a whole dam lot that both of us felt like puking. haha. and we spent quite alot too. dam it. anyway, rushed home. took a 7minute walk home instead of 10+minutes. had a hard time walking fast as i was dam full and had stitch. so went home, needed to attend to natures call, then packed my stuff and cycled to my club as if i were to walk, i would take 30mins. cycling takes aroung 5-10minutes. haha. big difference ei? so, of course, had to cycle back. way tired. and was cycling behind my coach. haha. the lius! :)

going training again tomorrow, friday and saturday. and my jiao lian says i come too little. damit. how many times does he want me to come then? wednesdays have no training and sundays only in the morning. and lazy me refuses to wake up anymore. besides.. .. .. :)

dam buzy today. was rushing all around the place. and guess what? i have to complete my 2compres, if not i'll get zero and it's counted. my zuoye and zuowen. but that can wait. besides, i don't have chinese tomorrow. but it has been due for quite some time already. the english one is better. it was holiday homework. haii.. :/ and i have ss test tomorrow. dam it. missed that chapter cause of my competition the other time. not say i will really listen but, there are no highlighted stuff! now i have to read the whole dam thing. urgh. and.. not really sure bout the rest actually. maybe will find out tomorrow morning. heh. :P o! and my lit project was due today. damdamdam! and the english festival too! haha. and i don't even know which group i'm in! how? and the newspaper article thingy that i'm supposed to do with pauline but she's buzy with her cheer prac. and there are 2tests on friday! haii.. won't bother nomore. it's only stressing me. :)




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 Sunday, July 21 
@ 5:59:00 AM  
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shoulders are still aching. and now, the part just above my elbow is aching; hurting; whatever, too. actually, it's just pain. haha. and it's probably cause of training. but, it's getting abit better. cause i keep swinging my arms around the place, mm.. don't know exactly how to say but.. yar. it's something like that. :) and from monday onwards, i'm gonna train under liu! yay! say "byebye gui!!" bloody nahnah. that gui guy doesn't even care about me. haha. anyway, liu is nicer, and.. just loads of reasons why i rather train there. but say 'byebye' to slacking a whole lot. :((

and was at alicias house last night. had a birthday party. around half the class went. let me name them.. char, claud, jaslyn, yingsheng, audrey, xiaoyun, angie, meiyan, sarah I [dinosaur freak], haha. mm.. vern, huiying, huiling, pau.. .. my sis. haha. that girl ar.. dam extra. but.. it was fun having her around. sillie girl. love her loads. :D anyway, i think that's about it. yar. <:| -pounders-

the cake was wonderful.. o. and talking about cake, reminds me of eva. and, o! she also went. and lynnette too! haha. cause both of them were sharing cake.. and eva wanted to huge one.. haha. was dam full after the cake. but an hour later, i started to become hungry again... :/

o. and went out today. ziyi wanted to buy shorts from mambo. so dragged me along. and of course my mother had to be there to pay everything. dad had to drive. and fengyi.. well.. since all of us were leaving, she tagged along. besides, she usually follows my parents when they go out. anyway, went there, ended up only fengyi and i bought something. the thing ziyi wanted was too big for her. haha. anyway, we headed to mango. fengyi bought some jacket. or was it ziyi. all i know is that they're gonna share it. or rather.. will fight for it. then later.. m[phosis. i bought something again! some sandles which cost 37.08. haha. still can remember the price. cause my father was asking me to calculate how much i spent as i bought the most things which was only 2. but.. still. and i spent around.. 80? or so lah. mm.. but i still want new slippers! eck. i still can continue waiting. don't think my mother will ever agree to get another new one til.. one of my others get.. spoilt? hahaha. so i will drag my feet like hell much til the sole wears off and get new slippers!! hahaha. nasty lil person i am..

o. and my phone is back. since saturday, morn; afternoon. still quite irritated with the phone for some reasons. but don't want to talk about it. it's kind of stupid and i don't want to get pissed again. haha. :P

and.. no one seems to be online! urgh. where the hell is everyone? watching rush hour? watched the first 1/2hour then went to bathe and here i am online.. sheesh. i'm real hot. sighh.. just waiting for tuesday!! training time! haha. and.. as usual, i dread tmr. +|~




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 Friday, July 19 
@ 7:12:00 PM  
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[c] s u g a r d e w




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urgh. around my shoulders, are aching like crap. jiao lian made me do weights! eck. those whereby you lie down and push the weight upwards? woah. and during the second set, he made me do the one the guys do.. but 5 times instead of 15? tried pushing it up.. even once. couldn't make it. so started laughing there like some idiotic shit. haha. o well.. that goes to show how weak i am. so.. he made me do 4 sets of that, usuing the lighter one. first 2 times were 15 and the other 2, 20. horrible i tell you.. and my shoulders started aching while i was eating dinner. and my aches usually come the following day. yike. and now.. it's kind of horrendous. not really. but it just hurts. now i don't know how to go for training later. wayy tired. -_-

o. i hatehatehate brenda tan!! and that other swimming teacher. forgot her name. as some of them call her.. budda. (?) made me cut my nails during assembly? !! while the helpers were helping the sari contestents dress up and stuff. and i've been keeping some of them since, before the holidays! haii.. how sad. miss them.. haha. ://

mm.. and training's good! it makes me sleep a lot. and i have really nice sleeps, that when i wake up i feel really good.. except for the achings though.. haha. but training makes me so tired that i get tired at around 1030. so i don't really get to come online cause i'll fall alseep when i'm watching tv half-way. o. and i'm starting to eat like tonnes again!

ate 2burgers, lemon barley, abit of twisties; chicken biscuit and m&ms! for recess. the other day, when i went to my friends house, ate 2 bowls of maggie mee, a piece of chocolate, abit of popcorn and 2 glasses of water. o no o no!!! and i think i grew fatter. the last time i weighed myself, i was 42? and now i'm 43!!! (please i beg it's the muscles) but i hardly have any in the first place. and my waist line is what? 24????????? used to be.. 22, 23 when i was in sec1, 2. !!!! ahhh!! sucks man. and my costume that i used during the holidays, have become real tight. and more fats are bulging out. argh! :( and my left calf is harder than my right one! funny. ok. usually when it comes to swimming, everything should be even.. and even if one is harder than the other, it should be the right? haha. don't know.. :/

hair's in a mess now. arms feel like falling off. the keyboard table is too high. haha. orh. think i should continue with watching tv. hand's too tired to continue typing. .... and i'm hot. and really hungry...




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 Thursday, July 18 
@ 7:16:00 AM  
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Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

taken from huis. :)




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@ 6:34:00 AM  
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guess my days are getting better since.. or rather, just compared to.. a few weeks; months back. :) but am getting more and more tired each day. sheesh. :/

and te whole world's getting sick!! ziyi fell sick on the day she ponned school.. haha. so stupid. anyway, a lot a lot of other people are getting sick. like sorethroats, flu, fever.. etc. ahh!! just hope i don't get anything from anyone. -stays clear- :/

o my! and now my dad is sick too. just puked like hell. really. ziyi puked the other day. think it's the disease!! ahh!! scarey!! haha. :/




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 Wednesday, July 17 
@ 3:03:00 AM  
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haven't blogged in ages considering being online and not blogging. crap. i know my english sucks. anyway, was damdam tired today. yesterday, after f&n, i went for training. yes. was like, an hour late. but they were doing gym the whole time when i wasn't there yet. fuck god dam it. urgh.

and hor.. yesterday, i totally couldn't move at all. don't know why. or at least couldn't move more than usual. :/


· i sank myself down,

just below the water surface,


as tears filled my eyes ·



:) anyway, today, there was this freaky guy on the bus.. so dam retarded. of course, the first retarded thing that makes people notice him is that he talks to himself, and shouts and stuff. and the other scarey part was that he moves about in his seat. eekk.... so scarey!! haha. and when he shouts, he'll grab the handles infront of him and shake it. and at one point of time, he banged his head against the window! crazy fool. and i thought i was mad. haha. jkjk. and, he laughs and keeps on shaking his leg and tapping his hands on them.. etc. eaaaaa... -shivers- anyway, i ended up sleeping on the bus. was very tired see. slept during english too. and usually, i sleep for like, 5-10 minutes only. but today, i slept for like, 20 minutes! sheesh. i sure am one big fat pig! haha. :/

wow. there are many things to type about but i'm just quite lazy. besides, i will be going to buy my dinner later. when my dads done doing whatever he is doing now.

will come back later to edit and add more stuff into this post. way too short see.. :)

o. and you know? .. i was coping my chinese notes just now! haha. that zuang lao shi just gave them to me.. cause i was highlighting the words while everyone was doing zuowen.. cause.. stupid me don't know how to do. haha. :(( anyway, who cares whether i'm stupid or not. mm.. yar. and i copied all the notes! so proud of myself. even though i didn't know what most words meant. haha. but still.. i copied! hope it's back to that habit again!! :))

· other guys may come along, they always do. but what's the point when all i ever want is you ·


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back. so very full. think half of singapores food supply is gone thanx to me. haha.


· everyday i do nothing but dread my life away ·


o. and nowadays, my mum keeps chasing me to bed from 11 onwards. bloody piece of shit. then can't watch my liuxing!! ma de ji dan. hate her to the core. urghhhh. then we were arguing from like, 1045 all the way til 1110 loh. but while we were doing so, i was watching it lah. then reading the subtitles. as per normal and cause.. she shouts so dam ass loud.. so.. can't hear anything so have to read the subtitles. haha. sucks lah that bitch. mm.. and went to repair my phone. as in.. comfirm everything. haii.. and my stupid idiotic mother didn't want to fucking buy a new one for me. dad says is not that she cannot afford but she just freaking refuses. haii.. not like i didn't know that. but my mother said "you think we're very rich is it?" if i'm not wrong. anyway, the cost of repairing it is 60 bucks. and of course, my mum accepted it. mm.. still waiting. long story to say why my phone still isn't repaired already. too lazy to say. haha. haii.. she should just go fuck my dad, fuck out a genius kid which can earn all the money in the world and give at least half of them to me and i can get whatever i want. haha. hurry go fuck him lah. and.. if you want, i can stand there and monitor them if they're doing it right. hahaha. jkjkjk. :P




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 Sunday, July 14 
@ 7:31:00 AM  
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my god. am doing a lot of things now.. and i can't concentrate on anything!! haha. can nevereverever mult-task. but i always do so. mm.. do you think practicing that makes perfection? nahh! :P




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 Saturday, July 13 
@ 8:07:00 AM  
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my friend thought that lol was lots of laughter hahaha




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 Friday, July 12 
@ 9:07:00 PM  
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.. have not blogged for quite a long time.. was too lazy i guess.. anyway, just woke up. slept at around 12 last night. slept on the car for an hour after training when i left the club at around 9+ and went to pick up my sis from scgs, then all the way to pasir ris to pick up my mum. then after that went to buy macs for me and ziyi. that car ride was real long and.. so.. had quite a good sleep. :)

and i didn't wake up a single time last night. i will usually wake up at least once. normally around 230. so that goes to show how tired i was. :/

training was real though. now my arms are all aching.. and tired from typing. really did alot.. then yingxiu was bargaining with him.. like 50% discount and stuff.. haha. for the last few main programmes cause.. we were really tired and had not enough time to complete it.

watched the first bit of 13ghosts yesterday. and abit of american pie 3 too. wasn't really good for ap3. haha. not very ra.. haii.. am so tired. don't know to go training later notx. so tired.. probably won't be able to move anymore. literally.. :/




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 Wednesday, July 10 
@ 5:48:00 AM  
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I am Charlie Brown




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 Tuesday, July 9 
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gosh. feeling more and more bored even from the thoughts of coming online; blogging, whatever. it's kind of the same actually.. o well.. it's good this way. i like it. haha.

ain't going to school tomorrow even though the finals are only in the afternoon and i have not a single event. at least i found one person who's gonna do the same even though she has no events too. alicia! from the same class too. good.. :/

feel weird around school people nowadays. must congrat myself. shouldn't be sticking too much to school people. kind of boring.. as in, not them though.. cause you see them almost every single day. must feel more of the outside world. ha ha. :/ not feeling too good now. but, who cares? o well.. will just try to improve my swimming more and more. my 25 free has become 16s now. 1 sec improvement. deproved my breast by 1sec though. cause i don't even bother to train my breast anymore. just way too lazy. breast is just one slow moving stroke. should stick to free even though the chances for free is dam low. but who cares? i just want to be fast, faster, what's the diff? haii.. don't mind not winning anything anyway. just want to do my personal best. eck. i feel different. i'm usually not like that. but anyway who will notice? and who cares? no one. i mean, i suck what. right from the beginning. :)




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 Sunday, July 7 
@ 6:03:00 PM  
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see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurtin while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you
see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurtin while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you

baby i don't know why ya treatin` me so bad
you said you love me
no one above me
and i was all you had
and though my heart is callin`
i can't stop crying
i don't know how
i allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurtin while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you
see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurtin while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you

baby i don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
see when i'm home
i'm all alone
and you are always gone
and boy, you know i really love you
i can't deny
i can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurtin while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you
see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurtin while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you

i trusted you, i trusted you
so sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies, ladies feel me
c'mon sing with me
see, when i get the strength to leave
you always tell me that you need me
and i'm weak cause i believe you
and i'm mad because i love you
so i stop and think that maybe
you can learn to appreciate me
then it all remains the same that
you ain't never gonna change
never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change

see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurtin while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you
see my days are cold without you
But i'm hurtin` while i'm with you
and though my heart can't take no more
i keep on running back to you

baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
boy i gave you all my heart
and all you do is tear it up
looking out my window
knowing that i should go
even when i pack my bags
this something always hold me back :)




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@ 5:48:00 AM  
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slept for 5 hours this afternoon. slept at around 2+, and all the way til 7. woah. sucha piggie. haha. but the thought of mark sleeping for 5hours in the afternoon and later on sleeping for 10hours in the evening, relieves me. unless i follow him and get a shock of my life in the morning. hahaha.

envy him man.. studies, swimming, both so good. and still has so much time to sleep. mm.. but he says that his life isn't that good. o well.. probably i guess.

eck. parents are home. got to go! ciao!




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@ 5:21:00 AM  
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haha. like real..




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 Friday, July 5 
@ 7:25:00 PM  
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-yawn- feng jus went to clean up her hostel. was too lazy to follow and help. besides, she's going out later and i need to go buy my goggles later on cause i left mine at the club the other time.. tuesday! haha. stupid me. anyway, then i'm going for training later. despite my heavy flow. haha.

mm.. was talking and eating with den, shin han and andrew last night. funny. his sis, lynda, was with fengyi, valerie and joanne. then she didn't want to pick up his call.. long story. yea. see..

alex - p6 ; andrew micheal leong - sec4, acsi ; lynda ann leong - going u ; peter anthony leong - in the teens mag! don't know how old though.. all i know is he's the oldest. and he has duck voice. haha.

and that andrew's swimming is dam good! his 25m fly is like, 12s, 11 high, kind? haha. and i think i do 100s man. nahh. jkjk. :P

and was talking on the phone to mark last night. called him back on my phone. cause my phone's ringing tone is vibration only so didn't hear it. or rather, feel it. besides, i was having a very good time talking to fengyi. haha. and before i started talking to her, i was disturbing and interrupting her conversation with her friend name, goldy. don't know if that's how you spell it. but anyway, my phone became so dam hot, that from 4 batt, it became 2. haha. so had to call him back again using my home phone. he really talks very little? haha. says he's a listener. :)

-yawn- blogger ain't publishing anything now. :/ and i'm tired, bored and hungry. mm.. so i will be off to eat my waffles!! :)




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back! morning was fine. and got my bloody mens last night. anyway, had a hard time changing and stuff.. haha.

anyway, after the morning session, we, (jolene, ziyi, serene, yilin) went to watch minority report. NICE! haha. that's all i can say. yilin says it's boring. jolene says it's nice. ziyi didn't get to finish the whole show cause had to leave cause they called her and told her that it was time to report. haha. somemore it was relay. if she didn't make it, the teacher would have probably killed her or something. anyway, she made it just in time. hah. lucky girl. think she cabbed down or something. mm.. but i thought she had no money. anyway, i think it's very nice lei. haha. but needs some thinking. cause.. with my brain, that's what you got to do. haha. to get the show that is.. :)

after that, jolene went home, then yilin, serene, and i went back to toa payoh. and.. swimmers walk really fast. esp ziyi. then jolene. then serene and yi lin. haha. as you know, i walk dam slow. ziyis walking journey to the club takes around 15-20minutes. and i take 30minutes. tried to walk very fast that time. but only made it 5minutes earlier. haha. lousy me. anyway, cause when my whole family go out, i will always be with ziyi? cause.. you know.. and she, walks dam fast. always have a hard time keeping up with her. haha. :)

oh well.. many people went today? had a good time. :)

and am going to the club to eat later with den and shin han. don't know if serene's joining us. but anyway, all of them went for training. haha. i'm just too lazy. and having my darn mens. so.. it's troublesome. haha. mm.. and these are the people who i know that is having it too. SI XIU! haha. always same time as me. like.. that time during the swimming carnival. and den, natasha, yi lin? and.. i know there are some more. but can't think at the moment right now.. :/ haha. :P




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 Thursday, July 4 
@ 5:30:00 PM  
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-yawn- woke up at 615 this time. it was even worse than tuesday. anyway got back to sleep at 7+ mm.. anyway, going to leave now. grandparenst fatching us there. and den's over too. so exciting! haha. ciaos! :)




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@ 6:58:00 AM  
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really?




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@ 6:47:00 AM  
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21% - 75%

60% of me is filled with jealousy.

woohoo!! 60%!! haha. but some people better not get the wrong idea.. i get jealous but i don't do anything. just fancy.. :D .. :/




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@ 5:33:00 AM  
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ugh. just typed one whole chunk of words but i don't know where it disappeared to!! ugh. will not repeat all of them though. wayy to lazy.

anyway, listening to the 'share the love' cd! haha. all those songs were rewinding in my head during the nats. so irritating. oh well.. but it's nice! ahha. :P

oh! and mark still can remember me! haha. he's so dam nice. but his bushy hair grew longer which means bushier too. and some despo kias from my friends school came all the way to toa payoh just to see him! anyway, he kept waving and waving and waving until i noticed; saw him. hahs. blind me.

and i'm not going to school tomorrow!!!! and all the way til wednesday. haha. will be back on thursday though. sian. mm.. will be pitying all those poor souls who will have to sit through the long and boring mass. hahaha. woops. too mean. oh well.. :)

and they're finally sending classes down to support us!!! my class, faith and diligence if i'm not wrong. all those that are not helping out with the promenade right? wait. is that how you spell it? anyway, so exciting! and they're sending charity down on tuesday. haha. miss oh said they were sending the sec3s down cause we're the loudest. haha.

anyway, i'm so very lazy to continue typing. oh well.. oh. and..

happy birthday, wei

hope you liked it. still think it kind of sucks. oh well.. just as long as you like it. :)




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 Tuesday, July 2 
@ 6:05:00 AM  
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whywhywhiee? nope. not talking bout my nats but.. why? -sobs-




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 Monday, July 1 
@ 7:50:00 PM  
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another 45 more minutes and i'm leaving my house. haven't even packed my stuff. and that stupid serene is so nervous. she packed her stuff last night. probably would be too nervous to move today so had to do pack last night. haha.

but i'm very jing zang now. haha. heart's pounding. "DONG!DONG!DONG!" haha. mm.. what sound does your heart make huh? actually don't think i have a heart. hahahaha. :P eeks. just hope lots of people go today. then can see everybody! haha. oh no! now i need to find someone to go home with me!

alicia's mother is always fetching her around. then den has a driver but she's not going today. serene lives in bishan. ziyi's not going today too if i'm not wrong. shin han is not going today too. and all our school swimmers usually have their parents to fetch them home.. ahh.. the horror! hahaha. mm.. and all the sasa people all don't live near me! eeks! oh well.. :/

i'm energyless. i'm tired of typing already. haha. hands are dying. and .. must go buy red bull and eat banana? hahaha. know ziyi used to do that. heh. :( why can't the nats be longer? argh. - p u l l l l ; s t r e t c h h h h h - hahaha. bored lahh. too much lonlieness. :/




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:)




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@ 6:32:00 PM  
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really?




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@ 6:20:00 PM  
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dam! my alignment! who cares anyway? anyway i also don't bother to do anything about it. too lazy. so marfun see. haha. anyway, it's back to all the quizes time!! haha. it's gonna be a uglyugly page!! must hurry shoo!! haha. :P




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@ 6:13:00 PM  
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You are bisexual.


hahaha. this test is so full of shit.

Jerk?




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0% - 10% (Britney)
Oh dear, oh dear. Far from being a world destroying DeathKiddy, you appear to enjoy kittens, bunnies and boybands.
Not a cloud enters your sky and all is sweetness and light for you.
Fucker.




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@ 4:49:00 PM  
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-yawn- can't go back to sleep. and i thought i could sleep for 12 hours or just sleep til 12 or something. geesh. woke up at 645, around there. tossed and turned & turned and tossed. but failed to get back to sleep. :\

so i'm having my event later. the horror of it all. have this very bad feeling that i'll be last in my heat or around the last few people of the event. gushes. even though on friday my timing of my 25breast was 19. but yesterday, it was 22! hahaha. don't know what the fuck happened. just hope i don't drown in the pool or something. my coach told den and serene "ta ahh.. (he's refering to me that is) you dao 78m le zhi hou, ni men yao zun bei qu ziu ta" or something like that. haha. and when we were swimming our sprints yesterday, all he told me was "bu ling! bu ling!" and not my freakin` lousy timing!! arghh. coaches...

just can't wait for today to be over. but it's back to school tomorrow. and i'll try to pon on thursday. just don't want to see sherwds face. and there's homework too. too dam lazy to do it. hahaha.

oh. and i didn't know that we didn't have to go to school for the whole of friday! haha. that is sooooo great! now can see the 100m free event and.. yar. that's about it. cause it's relay. so everybody is free to choose whether they want to swim. oh well.. :)

so that means i won't be going to school for a consecutive of 5days! and on the 6th day, it's back to school and back to my monotonous school days. cause would be stopping training for quite a while. and that's so sad. haha. :\

oh no! i'm hungry! thank god there's lots of food at home. will go digging for them later. oh. and it's reaching 745! haha. and when that's done, i guess people will be walking back to class. or maybe they didn't even go down. probably cause of the wetwet field? for it had been raining for the whole of yesterday.

had to train and do plunging and stand in the freezing weather with the coldcold rain falling on our heads, caps. hahaha. and it's still cold! -brr- probably will freeze in the bus later on and catch a cold or something. i better not. if not i'll be sneezing and swimming at the same time. it's horrid. =| (bigbigeyes!! hahaha)

so tarts for now. will go find some food now. my poor tummie can't take it any longer. will go watch tv even though there are no shows to watch, or at least not of any i know of, and hide under the blanket! it's freezing.... brrrr. -lips turn purple- haha. :D




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